Ever since Andy broke up with me, everyone has given me nothing, but grief over it. Oh, get it him, or, Oh, you don't deserve him. Who's to say I don't? They were the same way when he left them. I just wish people would leave me alone. Him leaving and not wanting me anymore hurts bad enough. I don't need them to remind me that I'm alone. Sometimes I just want to crawl into my closet and never come out. All anyone does it yell at me, about him or anything really. My family and friends, my enemies, even people I don't kno! JUST GO AWAY! I don't want to hear another WORD about Andy for a very very long time. Okay? So, no more, oh, get over him. I never will, like it or not. He even acts like I don't matter anymore unless he wants something. I don't understand why people have to feed on others' misery. Isn't it bad enough that I want to kill myself every day, but don't because I don't want him feeling like it's his fault? I mean...what did I do to them to make them treat me like shit? It wasn't like I wanted him to break up with me so I could complain about it. It really hurts. So just bak off people. And the next time I recieve a message on myspace, dA, yahoo, or MSN, I'm finding someone and KICKING ASS. And those who read this? You kno who you are. And another thing, if my mom reads this, STOP BEING A PUSSY AND STAND UP TO YOUR HUSBAND! HE DOES NOT OWN YOU!